Jane The Capricorn (Very True leh ... haha...)

A cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce.

In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at an office.

She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely ignore that person.

She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent. She loves a guy who wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jean one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about her.

She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too.

She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line O.K. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she feels like loosing face.

She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown.

She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you", because she will do what she wants to do only.

She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow but sure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make you loose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do.

She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappoint. She has a high hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in "Luck".

Friday, August 24, 2007


Went to visit my grandma's altar at Bedok today. It been nearly a year since she passed away. Even now when i think of her I am could get very emotional. A few days ago, I just dreamt of her and felt like I have something not fulfilled towards her and wake up in tears.

Grandma used to be a stern figure during my childhood days, when she took out the cane, no child would dare to raise a sound. Like every mother, she has a softer side too, even though it's a child's memory, I still remember her stoking me, making me to sleep every afternoon with her on a straw mat and tying my hair for me every morning when I go for school... She is a very good cook as well, her Hei Bi Hiam (chilli prawn floss), belacan chilli paste and curry are the best! I missed her food, sometimes I would try to learn her dishes from the memory I had of how she did it last time.

Gradually as i grow older, my time with her starts to minimize...her laugher fades and due to depression she had Alzheimer. She can't remember anyone except my grandpa. I heard from my mum that grandma's life was very tough when she was young and had devoted her whole life to her in-laws family.

After her decease, I feel quite remorseful and very sorry for my mum because she had already lost her mother, the one she could rely on mentally. Therefore I tell myself that I must treat her well as long as she lives because I am still more fortunate than her for I still have her, a mother.

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